"Anger 'n' Hatred"
written, performed, recorded and produced by Kyll
A powerful Hard Rock song with Metal vibes, that has a surprising middle part. A couple of time feel changes carrying the feeling throughout the whole song. A rough and raw sounding song about uncontrolled anger and its ways to cope with that.
"there’s this one thing
and I don’t know why
tried using other valves
but I cannot cry
I’m hoping
someday it will die
a specific hunger
I can’t satisfy yeah
something scared me
the impulse has begun
an automatic process
it must be done
you heard it
nine inch nails singing
but I slap my face
the urge is winning
oh anger
I hate you so
I can’t help it but I must let it go
hatred
destruction and pain
It’s the only way to release the pressure
and not becoming insane
that boiling
necessity
standing on the edge about to let it free
a shame
that I have to say
I’m not strong enough
to push it away
oh anger
I hate you so
I can’t help it but I must let it go
hatred
destruction and pain
It’s the only way to release the pressure
and not becoming insane
oh damn it
I failed myself
not caring anymore about my own health
and after
I played the war drum
I’m scared of myself
how crazy I’ve become
damn
I've got to go to therapy"