"Fix Myself a Drink"
written, performed, recorded and produced by Kyll
A Blues Rock song with a progression from slow and thougtful to energetic and rushed. Couple of solos throughout the whole song and ends up in a numb feeling protrayed by the music itself.
A song about alcoholism and the struggle of quit drinking.
"I’m sitting on the couch staring at the clock
with my fingers in my mouth my thoughts can’t find a dock
my hands going through my hair I’m chewing on my nails
a lot of things I’d like to do but no energy in so many ways
the day passed by and the sun began to sink
I’m sitting there with my mind nowhere man how about a drink
man how about a – drink
the first sip is on my tongue it tastes so bitter
just a few more of them it’s getting better
I’m not thirsty no I’m not but I seek it
yeah I think me I need it yeah I need it
the fog clears up and it seems for no reason
you forgot what you promised yourself
you’re right that’s treason
the dock it appears but it’s farther than you thought
for circumstances I don’t know I can’t stop oh I can’t stop
I don’t want to but I do
I don’t need to but I do
I don’t want to no I don’t want to
I don’t want yeah
but I fix myself a drink
pour that poison in that glass
It’s the dark of the night that lays silence on the routes
and so I do on my problems and my thoughts
the time elapses and I’m looking at my glass
what was the fog hiding these were problems I used to have
problems I used to have
I don’t need to but I do
I don’t want to no I don’t want to
I don’t want yeah I won’t fix myself a drink"